Honestly, I'm a very stressed up person, so when the 100k started, there were times I feared and was stress. Usually, I would hang out with my friends in a group, not one to one. This is makes it very hard to bless them.
Yesterday morning, I was at Outram MRT station, I bumped into one of my schoolmates. It was definitly a prayer answered by God as I seldom see her there. In the train we chatted and I tried to bless her. Then she told me someone had already asked her. Priase God for that but I was quite a embarrassed then as I'm a very shy person.
Another incident happened in the afternoon when my group of classmates were walking around school after a heavy lunch with our personal tutor. Suddenly, one of my classmate wanted to rest and told us to move on. Grabbing this opportunity, I sat down with him and we chatted as usual. Then when I felt it was time, I presented the 100k to him. He rejected it and said that he is a free thinker. I explained that this is just a blessing for anyone, even though if you are a free thinker. Unfortunately, he declined. Eventually, I did not bless any schoolmates that day.
From this 2 incidents, I processed with God and felt him comforting me that though I had not gain the 2 people to bless, I experienced rejection. This is important and necessary if we want to follow the ways of Jesus. With rejections, I'm stronger in God. With rejections, fear is taken away as our hearts and spirits are conditioned for such things. In the sense that we would not be easily discouraged if such things happen again as God has healed us before.
Another thing, God did answer my prayer even though that were simple. He provided a situation where I would be alone with my 2 schoolmates and thus, giving me a chance to bless them. Thank God I managed to bless my mom when I got home that night. Though there are still 15 more people and so on to bless next few weeks, I believe God has given me a good preparation from this.
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